11.7.09

I had planned on taking my time finding a new horse. I had planned on riding a bunch of different kinds of horses to get a clear picture about where I wanted to go on this whole silly horse journey.

But then I remembered Cajun.

I had been dreading driving all over hell and gone, riding strange horse after strange horse, arriving to find some sad, thin, dirt ball in the pasture with barely a passing resemblance to the glossy picture from a show seven years ago in my in box. Or to have the horse rear up when trying to lead him to the arena, and the owner say, oh he's never done that! Or drive for an hour to find they failed to mention navicular, or that he's lame right now, but rides real good, they swear.

All of which and more happened last time.

Also, I am kind of spooked from my experience with Imax who rides beautifully when home alone in the arena, but really becomes Mr. Hyde at unexpected intervals. How would I ever know if they really were quiet on the trail or good with other horses in different situations?

We had just come back from a road trip to Montana, we had a great time. Lisa had contacted me about a month earlier and let me know she was thinking of selling Cajun, because he was not being used at all. I helped her write an ad, and didn't think too much more about it, until we came back from vacation, and suddenly I simply HAD to go back to Montana and ride that horse. I have ridden Cajun a couple of times in the past, but with no thought to actually having him be my horse. You ride differently in a test drive, than just hanging out on a horse going up a trail.

I drove like mad back to Montana - 7 hours, 15 min. A record, I think. I rode Cajun for a couple of days, and he is wiggly and slow, but very trainable, remembering things from one day to the next and trying very hard for me. He had not been ridden since last fall, and was not whacked out at all, unlike other horses who will remain nameless who liked to buck if you didn't ride him five days a week. Anyway, I have deceded to take Cajun on a year lease, and we will see how it goes.

I have no idea if he will take to jumping, but we will see. I plan on conditioning him nicely before asking for any thing challenging, so I know he has the strength to do it. I have three wonderful trainers to help me along, and am already dreaming of Adult Rider's Camp at the end of August in Tulip Springs! I would go just to take him, no jumping. But I loved camp last time on a horse who was freaking out, so think how fun it would be on a good calm boy.

I am such a freak, I could not wait to see how he will look with a haircut, so I did a quick and dirty photoshop with his mane pulled and tail banged. Cute, cute, cute.

Cajun will be delivered Thursday, July 16th at around 3 or 4. I can hardly wait!!!

Imax's new chapter.


I recently came to a very hard decision - I gave Imax away.

I love him and he is a very talented jumper - awesome, really - but he can't take the pressure of showing right now. I don't think it is fair for me to keep pushing him, I feel like I want to progress much faster than he can go. Some day he is going to make one heck of an eventer, but he needs someone who will slow down and let him progress at his own pace.

He and I improved by leaps and bounds, and he tried so hard for me, but the freaking out at odd intervals became too much. He had always been very interested in other horses in the arena, but he started rearing and bolting when another horse was in there with him. He also started being very hard to load. I think it was because he knew we were going to take him to a new place and ask him to deal with new situations, and he just did not want to do that. I could deal with all his old problems, and they were getting better. But when he started just getting new problems, I realized he just did not want to do the same things I wanted to do. At least not yet.

I can't help but feel like I loosened the lid of the pickle jar, and if I would have just stuck it out a bit more something in his head would have gone "ping" and he suddenly would "get it" but I am getting old, and just can't get hurt. Or have someone else get hurt, even worse. His fits are big and scary.

I am gave him to a woman in Enumclaw with 10 acres. She'll give him a couple of months off to learn how to be a good member of a herd, and to just be a horse. She has a life time of horse experience, and has already done the show thing and is over it.

I have a contract with right of first refusal, and a "no auction, under any circumstances" clause in there. He went to his new home on Monday June 22.

4.5.09

Adult Rider's Camp - Aspen Farms

On Thursday noon, Kerry came and got me in her truck. we loaded my stuff, then went to go get Olive, her mare, and loaded her stuff.

Imax was turned out when we got to Lakeside, and running around along the fence line with his pasture neighbor. Uh oh I thought. He's keyed up. I put a halter on him and we wanted to load him in the front of the because Olive is too big to fit in the first stall. ( it is a three horse slant) Imax wanted no part of loading, he'd never been in this trailer, and probably never been in a slant. Still, I had never had much of an issue loading him so was kind of unprepared for the level of refusal we were getting. He'd put his front feet in and then violently slam his head into the top of the trailer and go flying out the back. On one of these little episodes, he got loose, and galloped like an asshole all over the farm, tail flipped over his back like an Arab, trailing a lead rope behind him. Disaster was averted though, and he was caught. I decided to put him in his stall to calm down for a minute. Someone at the barn suggested Rescue Remedy (soon to be a theme of the weekend!!) and Kerry asked me to see if we could find some Ace - a sedative. No dice on the Ace, but I seriously dosed him up with the R.R. After letting him calm down, and for the RR to take effect, we got some carrots for bribes and he loaded right in. Imagine, carrots are a good bribe for a horse.

The ride over was uneventful, traffic was light and the weather clear. When we got there, we prepared the stalls, and bedded the horses down. Imax was very keyed up, pacing and calling in his stall. Other horses were going to and fro, many of them calling and acting out - making Imax more tense. We fed and went to set up camp.

The tents went up, people staying in their campers thought we were crazy and we went back to get the horses to walk them around. Imax was very anxious and I wanted to get him out - Kerry took Olive off, and I had to put a lip chain on Imax, just to get some semblance of control; but I couldn't leave him in the stall. People were all asking if I was ok, and did I need some help - Imax was a wall-eyed snorting stomping maniac. I thanked them and said we'd be ok, praying fervently into the atmosphere that we'd be ok. I took him for a walk and hand graze, he calmed down some, but going back to the barn, I had to lip-chain him again. I was thinking I would not be able to ride. He was much too dangerous at that point. Kerry told me to just be calm and everything would be ok.

In the morning we went to grain, and I could still tell Imax was over-anxious - so after he had an hour with his hay, I went to lunge him. I didn't even brush him, just put on his boots -- asking him to stand still for brushing was asking too much. At this point I remembered the Rescue Remedy in my pocket - thank god - and gave him three droppers full. We went to lunge. Again he was a snorting out of control mess, and one man was very concerned for us; so he walked with us over to the warm up area to make sure I got over there and got Imax working without getting killed. I got him to the end of my lunge and he just exploded, plunging and bucking and screaming like a banshee. The man that walked us over was way more scared than I was, but I have put up with this bullshit before, and I think his wife has only had nice trained warmbloods. This was at 7 in the morning and I had a scheduled ride at 9:00; Dressage with Jean Moyer. Kerry said I just needed to make it to that lesson and everything would be ok, because Jean was amazing. She was exactly right. I let Imax run till he wanted to stop, and then ran him a little more, threw his cooler on and walked him out. By that time it was time to tack up.

Imax has a swayed back and has a funky hip attachment that makes him weak behind - so he is hard to collect. We worked on his walk, by far the hardest gait, and Jean had me in full contact and round with my leg fully on him and driving him up in twenty minutes. She is a wizend-gnome of a woman, but so beautiful and generous, you just want to work really hard for her. She is always calling out "Hands down, left rein, left rein BEAUTIFUL! Good girl Yvette, look at that beautiful horse you have, that is it exactly! NO NO NO, don't let that shoulder go, you had it and threw it away, now leg and YES! Perfect, oh he is so cute!" By the end of the ride, I knew I had a weekend of fun ahead of me. Imax was perfect and we never looked back.

At two o'clock I had Stadium Jumping with Jonathan Elliott. Jonathan had us going nice and round in short order, really encouraging me to take a hold of Imax, and insist that he go correctly - I have a tendency that when he softens, I give too; but I give too much, and just let it fall apart. When I insist on correctness, he brings his back up to me and travels so much more comfortably and listens very attentively. We started over some simple cross rails and soon we were riding a very complicate pattern - vertical to the natural, sharp left to the red rails, one stride to the green rails. U-turn inside the course, over another fence, switch leads, canter to to the oxer, another fence and finish again with the cross rail. Imax was a super star and jumped every fence every time. We were going between 2'6 and 3'. They looked big to me!

That was day one.

Saturday I had 11:15 Dressage with Steuart Pittman. He worked on my hand position primarily, take a hold of him, and set my hands. He told me a great story about a sway-backed horse he had that he took to Prelim, and then sold. He said Imax was built a lot like that horse, and told me about articles he'd read and assured me that Imax should have no problems because of it. I knew that already, but to have Steuart freaking Pittman tell me that was really great. Again with the help of the experts, Imax had is back up and was carrying me in no time. Of course I am working my butt of to get there, but it is happening. Steuart also said the most lovely thing - that Imax deserves to have a loving home, and be the best horse he can be. I almost cried. Well later, when I was hand grazing I did. But it was so great to hear that from him, because the snotty women who buy the $50,000 imported warmbloods can be pretty mean.

Later I had Cross Country Ditches and Courses with Stewart at 1:30. At first Imax was not too sure about the three-foot high pile of logs I was asking him to jump, and we had some run-outs. I told Steuart I thought Imax was tired, and the look he gave me was priceless! He just said "that is the least of his worries" and made me actually ride the damn horse instead of just sitting there like I can in Stadium and voila! Imax was jumping the solid obstacles! Huge logs that were not just high but wide - Imax did a classic green horse thing, and over-jumped but he was beautiful doing it and Steuart kept calling out "Good man! what a great jumper! He is a natural jumper!" I loved it. Every time we would go over something I would hear "Wow! Good Man!" Heidi, one of the women at camp got pictures of us jumping in this lesson. I hope she emails them to me. We went on to the ditches, and again Imax was jumping them very big. We incorporated them into the course - over the ditch, big gallop up the hill to the left, over the logs at the top of the hill, gallop down the hill (I forgot to mention this is all in two-point...ARGH!) then over the jump to the left of the tree. Swing around and gallop back up the hill, over the HUGE log, gallop along the top of the hill to the right and finish back over the ditch. Awesome.

Day two down, On to Sunday. I had Water and Gallops with Kyle Carter at 9:45. Water is Imax's big bugaboo, so I took him down early to look at it and walk through and to paw and blow bubbles. I am really glad I did. I was able to get him to relax and walk through, but it did take 15 or twenty minutes. Then in the class, Kyle had us all walk through once, and then trot on in a big circle, all of us together going around and trotting through the water - eyes up 12 feet beyond the edge of the water, short trot, taking advantage of their natural tendency but keep them moving, kicking on. Imax did great! Then cantering through individually and again the key was controlling the speed, having him go on my terms, shortening and lengthening when I say, so I am the one calling all the shots, including the water. It was finally time for the course. We jumped the logs, galloped up and through the water, sweeping galloping turn to the left and back into the water, jump the cross rail out. Gallop down the hill, turn to the left, over the kayak, back into the water, keep in a canter and make a big turn in the water to the left and over the rails again to finish. Imax was getting strong and starting to plunge in the gallop - so I would sit up, and bring him back to me, but still driving him on to keep him ahead of my leg and galloping. He likes to slow down to get in some good bucks - but if I keep my leg on and sit up he keeps forward and comes back to me. I tend to back off when he starts acting up, but he settled great when I insisted. Another excellent jumping experience, with no refusals this time at all.

We packed up and came home. Imax was a little trouble to load, but it only took about 10 minutes and no breaking loose and galloping around, so that was good.

All in all, pretty successful. I am exhausted and sore, and I want to do it again tomorrow.

25.1.09

knitting fool

So I wanted to get shorter needles, so I wouldn't blind my seatmates on the bus. I thought going to a yarn store would be too dangerous, pocketbookwise, so opted for the closer Michael's in Southcenter. I figured I would dodge some bullets, literally and figuratively; because being the materials snob I am, I figured they would not have yarn good enough to tempt me. This was only partially right, in that it was wrong. They did not have much in the way of good yarn, but what they did have was really tempting. So, Fifty bucks later I left with my new needles and some lovely new yarn.

I also bought some circular needles, which I do not "get". The loopy thing just gets in my way. I think I bought a pair with too long a loopy thing. Perhaps all will come clear in this week's Sn'B. One can only hope.

14.1.09

Reporting from SnB

So the Stitch n' Bitch was great fun, but perhaps Debbie the bossy Sn'B originator was correct when she extorted Under No Circumstances to Drink Wine While Knitting.

Exhibit 1:












Have you ever seen a sadder, lumpier piece of wool in your life?


But wait it gets better:


Oh yes boys and girl, there is a new knitter in town, so watch out!

13.1.09

New Adventure

So I finally made the jump. I bought yarn.

I know! I am so excited! I bought some pretty enough green wool -- I couldn't bring myself to by the acrylic Red Heart I knew would be good enough to learn on. Besides I wanted something I could make felted beads out of. I yearn for these felted beads.

My first attempt is a sad, lumpy affair, that I fully intend to rip out as soon as I am "done" when ever that is.

Problems I have encountered so far:

  • Casting on so tight I cannot possibly get the right needle in between the yarn and the left needle.
  • accidentally splitting the yarn when I insert the right needle to pick up the stitch.
  • having my last stitch be so loose, my edges have a weird, loopy quality
  • dropping stitches
  • and here is the worst one, because I can't for the life of me figure out how I am doing this: Mysteriously Increasing!! I cast on 20 stitches initially, and now I mysteriously have between 25 and 27 stitches. I have been just picking up two loops to try to decrease, of course I can't be bothered to find how to do it for real, and the result is quite lumpy.
I only know how to "knit" no "perl" yet. I owe it all to YouTube!

Tonight is my first Stitch n' Bitch at the Rowanoake. I'll keep you posted.

5.11.08

10 things I would do if I were in charge around here.

Obama winning the presidency got me thinking. What do I want to see him do? What would I do? Here is my top 10, in no particular order:
1. Health care for all. Single payer
2. Stop the war on drugs, legalize nearly everything. This will stop the imprisonment of our citizens, and take the money out of drug dealing. Regulate the crap out of the manufacture of pseudoephedrine at the pharmaceutical level, so it can't enter the black market.
3. Use the money saved to educate our children.
4. Seriously reduce our military presence around the world. We do not need 14 military bases on Okinawa, 18 in Germany or most of the other ones out there.
5. Use that money to properly care for our veterans, and outfit a properly sized peace-time military. The military industrial complex would be seriously impacted by this smaller, appropriately sized and outfitted military.
6. Being gay is not a limiting factor in any way. Anyone can marry, serve in the military , be a spy or a kindergarten teacher.
7. Give everyone a solar panel and wind turbine, increase funding for alternative fuels.
8. Instead of welfare, give people housing, food and clothing but give them jobs to work for money.
9. Pay enough so most families only need one wage earner, so one person can stay home and raise their kids.
10. Make it very attractive to live in cities, to stop sprawl, protect our farmland.

4.10.08

Imax in October 2008


Imax in October 2008
Originally uploaded by yvettef
I am teaching Imax to collect, after all this time of allowing him to travel "flat". He needs to go on contact -- to be stretching his neck and arching down ot reach for. the bit. It is an incremental process, but he "gets" it and is making progress quickly. He especially "gets" asking for extension, and is starting to move with schwung - a suspended, free swinging trot on contact. Well, kind of anyway. I can see how it can happen now.

Compare with this photo taken at the Dressage show this last June.


He is flat, with his nose pointed out and his neck in a "U" instead of rounded and down.





Then this one taken in October:


Okay, so not a HUGE difference, but it is significant -- he is going on contact, his nose is perpendicular to the ground, and he is learning to reach his back legs under himself, to raise his back and "carry" me. Sometimes I feel his back rise in reaction to my aids. Yes, that is a good thing.